Welp! Another week into the wonderful world of being a wife and mommy! I lay here writing this as my baby cries...(I'm terrible at trying to accomplish the cry-it-out method.) This week for some reason has felt more stressful...maybe because my beautiful baby boy is still so colicky and I feel helpless. I feel terrible there is nothing I can do to help this innocent little being, he isn't hungry, doesn't want to be rocked or shhhh'd or swaddled or hugged or left alone....helplessness is all I can feel or think. It's safe to say it's bedtime for both mommy and baby!
We are into week three of being in North Dakota and I am very ready to be home! I miss my house and my queen sized bed!  I have enjoyed being able to see my sister and beautiful niece. We went to a Christmas Craft Show and packed our little babes around in carriers complaining most of the time about how hravy each child was 😅 and my little man was mistaken for a baby girl approximately eight times...at one point a woman asked if he and my niece were twins?..(My niece is around 20 lbs, Grayson is around 12...) 😞
 I feel very blessed I have the opportunity to see them more than once every six months like the rest of my family!
Grayson is such a doll ♡ he is my world, even on nights like tonight, I am so grateful for this boy! He has changed my life! :) He loves to watch the mobile above his bed and listen to rattles. He turns to look where my voice is coming from and loves to snuggle ♡ when his belly is full and he has had a nap he will lay and take in the room around him. When I talk to him he smiles or when daddy plays with him he smiles! It melts my heart to see Braxton tend to him, my two loves ♡ :)